I'm waiting on God at the moment. I am asking Him to speak to me and show me just where my life is going. I will be patient. I have to be patient. God isn't constrained by time. I am sad at the moment, but I have known happiness and I will again. But will it be in the way I imagine or will it be completely left of centre? I sleep........a lot! God is my strength and my shield, my comforter. I trust Him. In Him I am secure. I am fearfully and wonderfully made, I am loved by my Father in Heaven. I think of idea's but stop myself because they don't seem right for my life, they seem false, but maybe I should just go with them and they may become a true reality, a happiness that I am meant for, a relationship restored. So I will ask and listen and wait.